Thursday, May 10, 2012


"You make me feel bad that I don't feel better"

This above all else is why I'm terrified to invite someone into my life. I'm just starting to get comfortable with the idea that it's ok to not be ok all the time. Having someone around that I want to be ok for when my pain or depression take over and make it impossible for me to be ok... it's scary.

I wonder if I'll ever find someone who can help me be ok with not being ok with them...

I'm insane, you can say it.