Tuesday, April 24, 2012

Things Past

It would be nice if I could believe that you mourned the loss of what we had the way that I do.

But the truth is, I don't.

I believe that you walked away so you could get me as far away from you as possible. I believe you did it thinking that would solve all of your problems.

The Universe has been reminding me of the horrors of our end over and over again. The pain feels like you walked out yesterday.

Maybe it's time I let that go.

Sunday, April 15, 2012


It seems that once again my sleep will be stolen from me by my thoughts. I wish I could turn off my brain some times

Thursday, April 12, 2012

Watching Over Me

Walking Mya tonight I got to watch Orion setting. For so many years now, he has been the symbol of you watching over me, of the love we once shared, of my hopes for us, the strength and courage you gave me...

I wonder if I'll ever be able to look at the night sky and not think of the night when we made him ours.

Saturday, April 7, 2012


The hard part about loving someone who doesn't love you is that it doesn't go away just because they do. You don't stop caring just because you want to. The heart break of being left doesn't ever undo itself.