Monday, March 12, 2012

Today

Today was the first day of me knowing I can't keep you around. Of knowing that you are happy. Of being just me in all of my messed up glory, because I don't have to worry that I will chase you off without a word again.

Today I felt anguish. I felt peace. I feel a heart breaking joy that I didn't know I would feel.

Today I was given a gift by a friend, who loves me just enough to know that I needed to hear that they understood me.

Tomorrow, I will put this down... again, and again... until I can leave it. Then I will try again.

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