Days like today, they make me want to rip my brain out.
They make me want to crush it in my fingers and squeeze the pain from it.
They fill my soul with horror and dread that the great minds in literature have never dreamed of in their deepest and darkest nightmares.
They tear away the dreams I have of ever being whole.
They remind me that I can never bring another life into this hell.
I will always be alone.