For a while now, I've been terrified about being the kind of friend I am naturally for everyone else in the world because of the person I was for one particular person. I have worried that I would hurt them without meaning to and ruin the very fragile relationship we are forming now (or worse).
That stops NOW!
I can only be who I am and let them be who they are. I am only responsible for myself and my actions. For that reason, if I don't give everything to this person that I would give to everyone else, than I am failing myself as well as them.
They deserve better from me.
I deserve better from me.