A girl friend and her husband are taking a very special step in their relationship tomorrow, one that I have hoped and prayed I would be able to take with the person I loved. They are branding each other as a symbol of their lifetime commitment to each other. I'm so envious.
I'm also coming up on my wedding anniversary. That just makes me sad.
These two things have me feeling very alone and a little worthless and a lot sorry for myself.
I really want to just be happy for them and focus on that *sigh* Time to do the next right thing