Sunday, April 11, 2010

My missing piece

I found this in a group I'm a part of and felt like it fit me so perfectly I wanted to find my partner right that second. Here's the list:
1. The need to feel intimidated by and completely overwhelmed and overpowered by your owner.
2. The need to feel that he is in control over you at all times and that you are possessed.
3. The need to know that you are owned completely--meaning mentally, physically emotionally, sexually, spiritually, internally, and existentially.
4. The need to know that he is physically, mentally, and emotionally strong enough to handle you in every way, no matter what you throw at him
5. The need to feel his soft touch at times, and hard, rough or firm touch at other times.
6. The need to know you are completely protected, accepted, loved, and cared for
7. The need to know his expectations, wants, needs , thoughts and feelings also
8. The need to know you have no decisions, no control, and no way out permanently
9. The need to be reprogrammed for the better--not to change your personality, but to better you for yourself and for him
10. The need to feel the forcefulness, roughness, aggressiveness, pushiness and more from him
11. The need for consistent and rational discipline, and clear boundaries for behavior
12. The need to give blanket consent to him, placing your trust in him completely and knowing that he will never abuse his power over you in any way.
13. The need to feel his gentle side also to love you, caress you, show affection be your best friend, your lover, have fun with and laugh with you
14. The need to know he is happy with you, proud of you, and proud to be with you
15. The need to learn from him new skills and education that will help you succeed in life to a greater degree, and to be better for him and serve him better
16. The need to know he can make you stop dead in your tracks just by his look, tone, voice and gestures
17. The need to know that he will never let you go, and that if you attempt to eave he will hunt you down and recapture you mentally, physically, and emotionally
18. The need to be brought to tears by your owner, and to be allowed to safely cry in his arms.
19. The need to know that you are neither required nor permitted to dominate yourself, and that your owner will provide all of the force and coercion required to maintain his control over you
20. The need to know that he will never lie to you, nor ever hide his feelings and thoughts from you
21. The need to be consistently praised and given positive reinforcement, but never in a pandering way.
22. The need to know that your service pleases your owner enormously and fulfills him sexually, emotionally and spiritually.
23. The need for your owner to also be your Father, who loves you for you, and not for himself
24. The need to feel tiny and safe at his feet
25. The need to know that he is in control of your relationship, and that there is nothing you can do to successfully sabotage it or cause it to end.
26. The need to know he is not afraid of your emotional outbursts, that your consent is irrelevant, and that he does not limit what he tells you to do to things he already knows you want to do
27. The need to know that he will do whatever he wants to you, but that he always has your long-term wellbeing in mind

Thursday, April 1, 2010

April Fool's Day

I don't even know where to begin with how much I dislike this "holiday" but I'm going to start with this list of rules posted by another friend on Facebook...