Kaiya is in pain from some unknown illness. I have injured my knees from trying to run/ exercise to get myself in shape. I'm broke.
I'm having a very hard time holding myself together through this. I keep thinking that I should do Kaiya and I both a favor and walk us out into traffic. But I can't do that to her.
I do know that if I have to put her down that is it for me. I refuse to fight this life for one more day if I loose her.
She is all I have and I won't put myself through that.