How hard it is for me to admit that jealousy effects me as much as anyone else.
When I see that someone I care about is paying attention to someone else rather than me the pain is physical.
I fear that I am not as important to them as they are to me and worry that they have cast me to the side because I am unworthy of them (and we both know it).
Where did this come from? Why do I think these things about myself? How do I stop?
I have to learn to love myself before anyone else can.