My family has been eaten by pod people...no, really! My last visit with them went well, I didn't leave emotionally scared or feeling like I had to kill myself just to get them out of my head. I left thinking "maybe I CAN have a family...maybe I can belong"
Somehow this scares me more than if I had gone out there and gotten the usual responses to my presence. What do I do with this? Do I trust that it is exactly what it seems to be? Do I treat this the way I have every other interaction with my family?
I'm scared and I REALLY don't know what to do with it. My mother has asked me to go to FL with her and my sister's family in August. I haven't decided for sure what I'm going to do, but right this second I'm emotionally leaning toward going and mentally leaning toward saying no...what do I listen to?
I just don't know.