"Some people you can beat them and beat them and they'll take it. Whatever pain you give them. They just absorb it. Its like its theirs to being with. All you're doing is giving it back to them.
You see, deep down they hate themselves, and they use that hate to eat the pain." Terminator: The Sarah Connor Chronicles
That is what I do...I eat the pain. What happens when you start to choke on it?