Saturday, March 14, 2009

Eating

So on the plus side, I'm eating. The down side to that is I now have the energy to feel all of the things that I didn't before, and not just feel them, but express them. A friend said the other day he could "see" my energy rolling off of me. It can be very powerful, and I'm still very weak.

I'm a little worried about how the new people in my life are going to deal with having this change in me. Having every emotion I feel expressed clearly not just verbally but by my energy.

I know that it can be pretty shocking when people are exposed to my energy at first, but I also know that because I have so much of it I can give a lot and not be worn out. For people who are strong enough to make use of it, this can be a great thing, but most people aren't.

I'm not really sure what I'm saying right now. I've taken my drugs for the night but they weren't kicking in so I thought I'd come out here to write and now they are, so I think I'm going to just go back to bed.

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