I have for sometime now been day dreaming about having a family of my own with a partner that treated me with the love and respect that I treated them with and understood that we didn't have to agree on everything to be a good partnership...why is it that every time I think that I've found that person I'm wrong? Or if I'm not wrong, and they are that type of person, why can't I have them?
I'm starting to think that I still have too much to work out before I can have a relationship with someone. I think that they see something in me that I don't and they back off knowing that I'm not going to be a good mate.
If that is the case, how do I make myself happy with just being with me? I live with me just fine, but I want more than this. What is the balance in this situation?